Sunday, August 16, 2015

A Funny Torture I Hallucinated the Other Day [Reconstructed from Elder Notebooks]

of Maxwell Clark

https://nongenreaudio.bandcamp.com/album/happy-pretty




Peering about panoptically is not not reconcilable with the schemata of Hegel’s weltgeist (?) INCARNATED as the stupid fresh mode or fasces of production translated across an intervallic extension of periods called history, rather than spacing.

Detailing the nameless.

Sleep, nameless love, it is so easy.

Hips jut pubis forward to search for my erection.
Hips roll pubis, gyrate, smother my big dick. My dick is so under-in the pubis-maw.

Poesy of absolute perfection.

Hips roll pubis and maw smother-over my big dick. The mystery is not happily unrecognized, needs realness, needs to feed off me more than I am. So many easy things to do.

The math of mind-gun poesy.

There is no need to write now. I must write now.

FUCK SEX.

“Matter is that which is indifferent to form.”
–Hegel’s Science of Logic (as quoted in Marx’s Grundrisse).

This is a poem about fucking nobody for years.

Thanks.

Omnilucent face, so small, because not everything, but everything alone. Measureless but small, like nothing else, except the exception. Everything concretion must begin with an abstraction; you count the possible meanings, like an estimation without number. The varmin are not elaborated upon sickly sweet.

Sloppy queer numbers of outer space.

“If in a sequence of things to be investigated there is something that our intellect cannot intuit well enough, we should pause there and not examine others that follow but, instead, we should refrain from doing fruitless work.”
–Descartes

Norman Rockwell and Andy Warhol.

Can you feel the love? The triangles?
What did I just spray?

I ain’t need no flex, but I gotta ball.

Will I complete the mystery of my flesh?

I love you so;
I want you to know,
I love you so;
Go as you will,
My secret still
Will be you;
Truly,

Max.

Friday, July 31, 2015

Eileen Tabios: An Appreciation

of Maxwell Clark





“I was an unsuccessful man, to be sure, but the failure was all theirs. Had they intended my success, it would have been something else again but, as it was, the failure belonged to them.”

—Robert Creeley

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I do not so much (s)wish to recommend any of the texts of Eileen Tabios to you each, but to recommend Eileen Tabios herself to you, as her texts are merely the traces thereof. She is a good person, thus also a good poetess. The more important aspect of any hermeneutics, in any case, is the authority of a text, as since this personage is only afterward or retroactively revealed in their decipherment. Authority before revelation, that is, in both senses of “before” – temporality and rank. Eileen Tabios is a good person, I know this from her texts (online and otherwise), thus she also expresses herself in her poesy as good.



0.2a

About colonialism, as it is definable theme of Tabios’s canon. Beyond her ability to write in the grandest classical Western style, and thereby deconstruct the notion that the Western Canon is ethnocentric (it’s actually a most archaic form of universalism). Beyond this, I wish to also a very little situate my known family history (my father’s adoption renders his genetic inheritance anhistorical, for now; while his cultural inheritance is nonetheless English [e.g., my last name is Clark]), that is to say, my matrilineal claims alone (see previous parentheses) which is, in so few names, Welsh (Quaker) and French (Hugenot); the Welsh side having arrived on Penn’s very Mayflower even. Without dilating this personal (i.e., otherwise than directly literary-critical, if only for a moment) history much farther unto its properly infinite unicity; however, I may hereby already brusquely remak that the pre-original condition of Oneness that Infinity is the restlessly incomplete permutation of is also a fancy name for our unity as humans, as life, as creatrion—as well.
                That sickly-sweet sentimentalism inducing truth-fiction said, however, my family history is exceedingly colonialist, especially when once in the Americas; but, yet it equivocally also confesses the trauma of being colonized, especially in the late history of Wales, or rather the first tributary of British colonialism—its most archaic manifestation as such. Colonialism, or (a) civilization, as Husserl remarks in his Origins of Geometry, is defined foremost by its (/our) being a normalized linguistic community: wherein similar objects are normally recognized by similar names, and so on. Although I am French and Welsh then, I speak neither of those cultures languages, nor do I live anywhere but an immense periphery to their geographic centers—how so?—colonialism, as it cuts both ways: (1) my ancestors were expropriated of their ownership over vast plots of culture-sustaining land; (2) their landlessness brought them to seek to reproduce their landed possession in “new” or otherwise weakly inhabited territories. Thus, I believe (if at an abrupt tangential angle) that all cultures, in the process of their becoming civilized (by and with that most generic technical acceleration of life by humanity) exist in some major or minor (or what have you...?) mixture of colonialized traumas and colonialist traumatization. If you are a U.S. citizen, or even an official guest in this same nation-state, your/our demonstrable docility and mass disorganization around the issues of U.S. imperialism cannot but stigmatize you as a participant in U.S. colonialism. If you are reading me from a member-nation of the United Nations, you too are participants in the restless and unceasing redivision of the globe; as if the Earth itself were composed only of so many hoards. If economic value is not universally shared between its individual holders, as it is not (and perhaps never can be [perfectly]), then the Earth is itself a discrete set of many (more or less centralized) finite sets of value (hoards).


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Somehow finition has overcome infinity, it seems, until one realizes: (1) you yourself are one such a bodily finition; (2) the process of finition is never final; finition is thus so very much a perfect expression of infinity that it becomes so in a way infinitely otherwise than in the traditional Cartesian/deontological “Idea of Infinity” (about which I recommend his 3rd discourse). Finition is ontological infinity, otherwise (but inspired by) metaphysical infinity—finition is the inspiration of metaphysical goodness through ontology, i.e. physics plain. Metaphysics names the pre-original coordinates of infinity which creation (poesy) obeys as the infinitization (transcendence) of itself (as infinity) and thus becomes finition. Unless I am wrong, in which case I was then at least right enough to remark of the possibility of my error, if indeed the proofs of my error(s) are not also so very close to being absolutely Necessary, as it were, ... but yet not quite.



1.101b

Colonialism is then a great issue for life on Earth, is almost its absolute physical condition as a planet-sized (let’s say) set of many (nonsensically many even) charged spins: at the subatomic scale of (our) Being (/our Civilization?) chaos propagates itself over its every remnant trace (aka order) transcendentally (of itself), thus is also grows (differentiates); and as in metaphysics—so then too in the ontological world of space, except hereafter also as finition (instead of “pure” infinity).



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Back to Tabios, however (so soon?); I believe in her influence over me—therefore my glory (if any?) is shared with hers (whereas any opprobrium against me I restrict unto myself, having as it does none to do with my already well-stated admiration of Tabios).



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So, Eileen is a goodness of herself—however little I have cited her texts to prove this, the better I prove her valor through its indirect affect over my letters herein (but, again, if at all).





 “Queen. [...]
                                                                                                                As, though on thinking on no thought I think[...]”

                                                                                                                —Shakespeare, Richard II

Thursday, July 30, 2015

I Need to Do Better



I am so sad now that she has hurt me somehow,
O viperess, venomous one, sunk so into me somehow,
Somehow her voice’s tambor alone shakes me,
Somehow I have failed her; but how?!

How have I turned her so? if so?
How has she become someone so too near?
I wish I were alone, but leaving her:
It would hurt me more.

And are the base materials off-balance?
Methinks she doth rate herself over highly.
Highly over me you at least played moral tyrant,
Or so doth me heart feeleth most, but please forgive it.

A vexatious Muse are thee,
Amused by rending my heart with heartless monotones;
But I will not leave thee, not yet,
For there is still hope you may learn a better eloquence.

I am poisoned in the wells of me with her,
Forgive this tuneless drivel she makes me feel,
My ugliness is hers now too,
A waterless desert suction beam-node.

Selections from a 100 Leaf Composition Notebook

of Maxwell Clark




“What have you to help you hold in a single thought reality and justice?”

—Ch. Olson


Sometimes, when the wind is fine and pretty, wavy-like in the sun and in your stupid-happy grin about it all, and you’re listening to this “grammaphoneme” of Son House being repeated, but never in any technically rigorous sense until you rewind its coded extension (“candy-cane” or whatever else it’s called today, if you people “steal” speaking proper King James’s Engrish) and return to the passive wonders and high feeling of the audio “playing” your tympani so right and goodly. Charley Patton, God almighty (mode of production) was a whippersnapper, boy howdy, but he weren’t a murderer soundboy. Ninja Man, the greatest damnshitfuckshitwah vocalist of the digitalia Jamaica intercourses with big brudda, big poppa griot of the Purity-annized Nine-Square Cattle-Pen of Moses Christ, the Allahinator and Pika-Hegeomon of the Lost Boys [and Girls] [and...] Club of Amoriquenoa and Infinity, and Beyond! An important daughter of mine will someday read me back what I’ve prepared for her ink red ink, because she will read her nutrition to become a higher grunhilde (I don’t know what this means yet), a worserest ogre-trollomongicarle shnoozer than ever my step-father Getrude Stein. She will be more girly a man than my real father, Charles Bernstein, the first Jew to do Pound in the anal crevice/crevace (?!), crevace (assuredly by now?), instead of presenting their bumblehole to him doey-eyed and Bjork’dy like Allen Ginsberg and Louis Zukofsky (strains of a cat-fight in the alley wavy). It only matters that she reads this, because she knows my oceanic pockets of lucre (and candy-canes) can run it so rightfulsomenessly, even in the duende (duendelo de la espuma del infanta va a estar mas real y es la nausea del amor si mas gigante por buen salud de corazones neutrato [come se escribir con menos propiedad de la Catholicidad y (o) la Eucumenica del los y las Excummunicaos?? [sign of the Dao [==insert==]] English will be the language I oath to her estate of Furiously Amused Matriabsolution, a more Gravitational Sexuation of the Energetic Infinities I made pay attributes (homage, or incarnation) into wavy brittle dungeons and spawning holes of hallucinatory royalty and their indefinite and unlimited evolutionary genesis in darkly joyous light and its monadism of Sado-Masochism, or the love of direst punishments. She will know my madness enabled me to rule the poemathesis even of our otherwise alienated neighbors for a long while now, and she will riddler my odd perferctr rnrurmericality with unmentionably overgushingly ontomamaphonomomentolalalaandar drones alive with poematheisa, her conjugation of my neologismao undersugent and permealotomobilitized like girlish powedersr disarray across the nasally ridged muteness of tensions more discrete and swollen with a Waka Flakavellianism of thug bich pit-monstrosity and traumatic smoothness in my dumbfucky eye-thing and its anal fixations, resentment at the incontinence of my bowels; “psychotic bellows are full of shit” she affectionately administers me to my quote my classically psychopathic (schizopharma-kon?) vocalizations of myself to myself, the fullness of the godface pleroma in myself, as in each, the self before the stigmatic touch of the face, the eye-shoots shot back into “Total Divinity” (in its Futility of Being Said in a Totally Divine Way, but of a “Totally Divine” Sway and Juke) before and during the delayed update of the face as permanent futurity; the poem of the future is the face stomped on for all eternity, except with long breaks for paradise to blossomer-bloomy, yo, into the concussed trauma of sadness called the victimity of “more or less”, or “otherwise conditioned” magnitudes of victimhood in alien curvatures and their cyan-blooded familial“-airty” (“-a-writ/witty”) of Bobbitism and Kerriganhood hoodlumy: [...]. My daughter and her clan of spider-mares will wallow and thrash in the woozy  elevation and magical weight-loss secret of their satanically cynical protectorate of their life-world-womb-and-weft against the irrascible masculinity of the eternal war to make mom happy, and to display such a wit that her tummy is quickened and lifted with its rigors and rigidity (the way to the moon is a ballooning of melancholy into infinite sadness, which occasions the feminine belly to cheer up and gurgle with cooing flights of mind-sex uncoolness with leviathanatosis mama; but if mum is a mummy, “her brains pulled out her nostrils”, then those [....]

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

An Essay About Something

of Maxwell Clark


---Rothwell's Mary Shelley


What is an essay but a finding that only abruptly comes to an end?

                                                “These are not only gestures: they imply
                                                Complex relations with one another.”
                                                (J. Ashbery, ‘All Kinds of Caresses’, Houseboat Days)

Although I would not be anywhere else than here right now, so blessed am I, I am also somehow at a loss for how to accomplish this herein (now after) wherein I am myself.

“In Summa: domination of the passions, not their weakening or extirpation!— The greater the dominating power of a will, the more freedom the passions may be allowed.”
(Nietzsche, The Will to Power)

I haven’t the dominance over my instincts to let them run rampant at this moment (now lost).

Nevermind. Anywho....


Saturday, July 18, 2015

Mindless Joy



I just can.
Because of so.
This has that way of it.
Do the joyfulness.
Do it like this too.
Then this is so good.
Happy now too.
A very pretty moment.
Such beauty.
And more.

Saturday, July 11, 2015

4 + 4 = 8


9 x 12 = 108
9 - 7 = 2
12 / 9 = 1.333
6 x 3 = 18
99 - 63 = 36
12 + 3 = 15
55 x 2 = 110
34 / 7 = 4.857
23 x 23 = 529
20 + 4 = 24
7 x 11 = 77
65 - 9 = 56
2 + 3 = 5
1 + 89 = 90
45 / 45 = 1
370 - 90 = 280
5 x 5 = 25
77 / 9 = 8.555
9 x 3 = 27
88 / 5 = 17.6
7 - 6 = 1
73 + 3 = 76
23 - 9 = 14